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Surrender

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In the end, the truth is that you need an invitation. I sometimes wish I had not been offered Grace. Ignorance is Bliss. I feel simultaneous pleasure and torture. What am I supposed to do?



Fear

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I see people much more clearly than before. I didn't seek Enlightenment in order to acquire psychic powers, but it seems I received them anyway.



Ironically forgiving Jesus

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Matthew Chapter 25, vs. 29, A critique: "That's not fair!" :-)



An unapologetic Experiment in Awakening

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I have had a recent awakening. I think of Adyashanti talking about an "abiding awakening" vs. one that comes in fits and starts. Mine is of the second variety. Did I just belly-laugh?



Emotions seducing with promises of perfection

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I feel "good" today and I briefly believed that this meant I've gotten through the Darkness and will never experience it again. But I've felt bad the last 2 weeks and trusted that too.



Motivation of Consciousness--Oxymoron?

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If Oneness wants to recognize itself, why does it disguise itself so effectively?