sweet mannerism...a sarcastic poem

i was fully sweet...
but wanted perfection verbally...
i was fully vaimai...
but was wishing truth ...
i was fully innocent
but time wanted change or growth
i was fully universal
but time wanted substrand consiousness

and what else.....

i became verbally hard
the sweetness has gone...
i became fully true
the vaimai is gone...
i became fully limited
the unlimited thrives somewhere

next...

i was fully conditioned
people wanted decontinioning...
i was m.phil scholar
teacher wanted doctorate...
i was a staunch hindu
time forced christianity

now what i will become....
i am becoming universal again...
but i need help...
money love care support games....

or right money right people right justice...

living in substrand environment i have done well but still lot to solve...lot misses as ideal is beyond human conception.

dhorai.