this is really pissing me off

KRST22's picture



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I literally feel like I'm getting no where! For the past two years I have been financially blocked. I started meditating with prosperity mantras and business has gotten better, we are busier but it still feels like it's a struggle to get the money.

Some background info: right after I got married things started to go south, I left my job for another one (it didn't work out) and then my husband got laid off two weeks after, within a month of that I found out I was pregnant and that same next year my husband broke his leg. While all of this was happening I had a feeling that something wasn't right. I wasn't really one to go see a psychic but my mom and grandmother were worried about me and my situation so they saw somebody who told them that a cousin of mine had some Santeria done on my husband, they said she tried to do it to me but since I was pregnant they could not (don't understand why but glad). Anyway, I wasn't surprised because I had been having weird dreams about her (I rarely see her) and after finding it out it all started to make sense. I think she is envious but beyond anything normal, I mean she tried to plan a party for my grandparents the day of my wedding!!! Who does that? Anyway you know how they say everything happens for a reason, and I believe it helped me jump start my spiritual journey (which I am very thankful for) and it also served to prove that me and my husband can make it through "better or worse." But I'm getting frustrated now because I feel even though everything else in my life is going wonderfully, I am financially blocked! I don't know what to do. We aren't crazy spenders by any means and it seems like anytime we do start doing well we'll have a dry spell right after. I'm behind on all my bills and severely behind on my mortgage. I can't pay to go to a psychic or anything like that because I can barely afford to pay for food, probably the only reason we still have internet is because we need it to run our business.

I could just really use some advice or words of encouragement I don't know it's so frustrating and I'm honestly not one to complain but I feel like I've had enough. I do my best to stay positive and I know that alone is the reason that I haven't gone completely crazy yet. I just feel like there is some force at work here and I don't know what it is or how to fix it. Please help!



Catherine Schwartz's picture

Karma Buster

It has been real bad for me and my family for almost a year. Financially we were so down,and unhappy as well. Then I started to look for help in the internet. I came across Dattreya Siva Baba's teachings on You Tube.
I started to do the Karma Removal Mantra "Maakaral Shivya Nama" 108 times. Then I did "Ara Kara" 108 times, this is for attracting abundance.. Its better if you read up the information on this b4 you start doing this. Within 10 days I started to see results..money has started to come in. I feel more peaceful,a recent foe met up with me and said sorry.
The home has a peaceful atmosphere.Please try this, and visualize what your need is when you do "Ara Kara" Hope this helps you...Catherine

Catherine Schwartz | Sat, 11/12/2011 - 03:51
KRST22's picture

thank you

Thank you for your advise Catherine, I will look into those mantras.

-KRST22

KRST22 | Sun, 11/13/2011 - 16:29
abra's picture

Dear Ruby, I was so touched

Dear Ruby, I was so touched by your story, I could feel the distress but at the same time I clearly felt your strength from the words and the way you put them. I'm not sure that you are completely aware of that considerable strength you have.

I feel though that something fundamental is missing in the story, some key data relevant to the issue, I don't know what but usually when I feel so it is so - maybe something regarding your parents, your relationship with your husband, try to think if there is something relevant like that.

I understand that you and your husband work together in a joint business of yours, what is it exactly?

Usually, what you describe is not a matter of just "karma games" and is more advisable to be handled by awareness work than by mumbling mantras which try to bypass that which usually cannot be bypassed: personal conscious work and spiritual responsibility.

What you describe, many times relates to deep-rooted beliefs and vows that may be also from past life or that are mentally/energetically inherited from your parents and depend on the nature of connection you have with them, broken/bad connection with them only strengthen this system. The first step is to inquire this aspect, bring these feelings and beliefs to the surface and not resist them or scold them but rather accept them for now with love and self compassion.

I also recommend you to read the following relevant posts which I can testify that are very effective:

http://www.gurusfeet.com/blog/13-facts-about-evil-eye-and-how-protect-ag...
http://www.gurusfeet.com/forum/science-getting-rich

Don't worry, what you describe is manageable, you will see. You got to the right place and I don't think by chance. Please continue to share here and we will see how to proceed, you are not alone in that anymore.

abra | Sat, 11/12/2011 - 06:13
Isha's picture

It is near hell on earth

It seems if I look at it positively enlightenment is just round the corner-but do I want it AGAIN? How can I trust it or reason with it. Why should it leave me in the first place with all that faith I had? I go through a phase where I lie in bed and I am meditating because I can not sleep in the Buddha posture naturely like some people do yoga. Then when I streatch I feel it's beauty and positivity see a beautiful spiritual light and because streatching is yoga I know the transformation is there. There is a force power activating in my body by my breath and I can hear the 'Vayus'. I feel alert better then I have slept sometimes. But I have never pursued being enlightened again after I tasted it. I do not know if I will. Then when something inside gives in exhaustion comes over me I love that normal rest and sleep again. I find people stare at me with an evil eye and it is really frightening. Women stare at me empty and walk by just stareing at me none stop overtaking me. People I have never met before just glanced at or caught their eye doing the shopping. And it really feeds an aversion for the human race and love for animals over them. One day someone came to the door and I think it was my eyes they looked at and started yelling and shouting in fear as if they had seen a ghost or demon! My cousin also starred at my eyes really strangely. I wonder is it a possession I have? Kundalini. But the strangeness I see in others makes me think they must be possessed wierd what are they looking at? I think it plays hell on your life and can isolate you make you disliked and you become extra careful and cautious. There is nowhere you can hold on to. It takes away normal life and interaction and growth but there must be somewhere you can go and it, the spirit, makes it's demands on you for itself. I am lucky and blessed with the most loving parents anyone could ask for who take care of everything for me. Even my future. They sacrifice everything and make sure I am as happy as I could be at home.

Isha | Thu, 11/17/2011 - 02:56