i have to earn !!!!! and hard facts!

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i asked support my wifes family to mr.g.k.iyer he or men used him to torture me instead...why?

is asking of another's wellfare such a sin...

i am desperate they say u know everything "yes their was a time i knew everything" but i was not allwed to blossom...

i feel is upto year 2012 they would not allow me to earn...

or only in world destruction i can have freedom...

these questions pain a desperate mind...

the desperate mind even wishes a chance to kill all those who have lived at my expense like Asana andiappan...
my very own father without whose help my house jail was impossible...

but the mature mind thinks of a time where it can get freedom or justice somehow beyond all myseries...

or thinking

"can i fast still death" atleast now...

a song rings all love r "hormone imbalance"

or still

"can this too pass " and justice come....

is anything called equality and justice live in this world...

i know they give me much more desperation and i feel these pain may well be repaid by Revelation sin ...

"i gave gjana to destroy sin but i am exploited"

will they go for some problem or other then solution one wonders....

the brain now yells "u have to carry the cross"

i also think ...

"all sin my world men will it be counted on one woman "mystery babylon the great"...the samskaras say so...

no.7 no sex games...
no.4 x games.... todays sin...

i am without money and alone friendless the suffering seem more rigourous...

one soul mate u choose rs1000 to u offered they did say indirect...

will sahaja yogis take the sin they gave me...

will andiappan stop this game....

does tirumoolar yoga teach anything about sex or says do discriminate these questions will trouble the seeker of justice...

will i ever get freedom from the surrounded sin and get prosperity with high elevated thoughts and yoga....

will they ever recognise the heights of wisdom reached by me and undrestand its value...

the woman could have said no to 4 ...but she did nt...

an article shoots up "extremists are more made then born"

in my pain i too would have killed many who detroyed my cheese and made me live a life of dishonour...

and by bad foods....

" a man who wished simple earning and peaceful high ideal life has been given something else..."

what u observe....

"holy cross free me from this burden of sinners or please let me die in homour..."

no one is worthy of this sinful world...

not even prime ministers undrestood my pain ...and commitment ...

in one way i feel the nation has lost to save its patriots duly....

can her holiness Jayalaithaa cannot offord peaceful earning life to sriram but she coud not...

similarly 1000 more ....

one woman started the sin Her holiness Mataji Nirmala devi and then on i never saw cheese....

in ur bad time even ur father for whom u want to do mens becomes ur enemy of cheese this is the highest sin possible...

what i lack is rifle and bullet and DEATH i Shall hug.

and death i shall hug....

and death i shall hug....

"a song rings in brain they left me bad...or amanush banake choda"

"they forced me to become a beast " sings in my ear...

yet not one....

but possible or will i again find enough strength to fast till death one wonders.....

even ur lover is found wanting ...what they want ...out of me...

Take the good pease....

the youth for which i am aksed to live has made things fun off...

moral:
take the good from me and destroy the bad mercilessly...same every where...like peranmai film...

"for i like only good and nothing bad "

the more i am standing to ideals the more they are giving me pain...alas ....

Youth:
please never give in to loves who can never support thee...

or rather....

"knowledge of how to move from body is much need of the hour.."

for i will leave body and live in silent tapas where the vibration is good...and say enough of this sinful world which i have hold in too till now"

"the same people can do and live sinless"

for jesus said "worry not about men who can kill the body but not the soul..but rather worry about men who can destroy the soul"

yes be vary of men who destroy the soul...

and gurusfeet sin...

it with andiappan never allowed "bhagavad gita" lest i become perfect and destroy inner as well as outer sin and start earning for andiappan never wants to give me cheese...

and thanks to Bnet for putting me to gurusfeet and offer insults...

while running in my name...

yes i said...

arjuna is present in every one in some form if all r good like arjuna no problem will come in ideal...

so all with mind is arjuna by Mahabharatha theory...

hope manmohan singh for in intrest of india or bharat offer me videos of mahabharatha to see and teach Bhagaavad gita which i widely followed in my youth in flying colours...

i had a aim if my even one hair turn white i shall offer more time to sp[rituality...now many of my hair has turned white now i have got enough memos from god of death that its time i spent my life in sprituality and "let go" of everything...

in college "i was in extreme peace by daily bhagavad gita " reading...

so same can be with all.

the sinful people are intrested not in growing the good but some event which is not correct...or something...

the world deserves right thinking or elevated thinking...very badly...

for character of men and women be saved i shall request all nations to broadcast Bhagavad gita " literally ...

lets start living like gods...

even i turn men to elevated living they find some sin even their...oh god where is this world destined...

in desperation...
skanda lord of teacher lord of war or rather Frog prince"
who sees future satya yuga for all....

year 2012 Sun passes through center of milky way "iam universal father" hope u let the father do justice to childrens...

Skanda.



angel76's picture

you have to do something else - a feedback

If you care about whether other people read your blog posts or not, you have to do something more important than to earn: to write properly, less errors which make this completely impossible to read, to arrange what you want to write, to do a few proofreading rounds before you post it, to activate a speller, to write shorter posts, and above all to be with the readers in mind.

As your posts are now, I doubt anyone is capable of reading them.

angel76 | Tue, 11/24/2009 - 08:15
dhorai's picture

dear angel76 i live under constant fight!

when i was pefect they denied me proof reading or editor job fearing my very high qualiications...at "Express Star Teller"

i need help from gurusfeet to proof read why?

i have lot of imbalance inner and lot of unhealthy tackles in my personal life ....

a software silent sriram was killed to be master of all trades in child itself...

i have to reorganise which i accept...

can u offer help ....

1)good healthy foods ....

2)proof reading jobs...

Some cardial way of tapping all my talents for universal good...

true to faults...
sriram/prof raman/arunachalam/swaminathan/skanda/pranava/kumaran/and etc...

see my next blog:
"Mantras" and i need help too...

with love
dhorai.

dhorai | Tue, 11/24/2009 - 09:44