At The Feet Of The Master-1

MAI's picture

Average: 5 (1 vote)

Am posting on a topic that has been a topic of contention for many a disciple...the human side of the master.
" The Awakened One is a being in whom the human and the divine co-exist in beautiful synchronicity and harmony. The ‘human side’, though minimized and often highly cleaned up, still exists......"

Beautifully illustrated in this piece of writing :

Buddhism - At the feet of the master

by Gyandev

An internal dialogue that resolves a seeker’s questions about the place of the master in the spiritual life
How should a disciple be, and how should he behave in the master’s presence?
Basically, he shouldn’t ‘be’ at all. In the presence of the master, the disciple should be absent, as if he is not there at all. Only then will true communion happen. Before that, there is only communication, but not communion.

The master can only share himself with you when you are no longer in the way. So just get out of the way. One gets in the way when one has strong preferences, expectations, opinions, judgements, and so on.

The day the disciple is completely absent, the master and the disciple become one. It can happen in a moment, it can take a thousand lifetimes. It all depends on how long you take to get out of the way. You are the only barrier.

Can you talk about judgements, preferences and expectations, and how they get in the way of the master-disciple relationship?
When we think of crucifixion, we mostly think of Jesus Christ. But the truth is, every master is crucified on a regular basis by his disciples. When the seeker meets his guru for the first time, he is full of awe and wonder. He immediately senses the divinity, the silence, the wisdom that radiates from the guru’s being. He wants to get closer to the guru.

The guru, seeing the disciple’s passion for truth, allows him to come closer, and that is when the dangerous territory starts. Because as he comes closer, his attention starts to focus on the guru’s mechanism, the guru’s ‘personality’. Invariably, the disciple will find things that don’t agree with his concepts of what an ‘evolved’ human being should be like. So he will judge, condemn and crucify his master internally, in his own mind. And in doing so, he will become a barrier for his own evolution. He will get in the way.

In actuality, the ego uses judgements as a defence mechanism to prevent true love, true surrender from happening. Without judgements, the ego cannot survive—it will drown into the ocean that the master is.

Doesn’t this crucifixion affect the master?
It definitely does. Most disciples have a tendency to seesaw between the polarities of extreme love and intense hatred for the master. And when the disciple is in a state of ‘focused hate’, the master is bound to become energetically affected.

Some masters, who are energetically sensitive, can tell straightaway when some student is generating anger towards them. But many others may simply suffer unknowingly. That is why there are many teachers who choose to keep a distance from their students. They want to protect their own safety and sanity.

There are also others who open their arms wide, welcoming all who are drawn towards them, knowing fully well that each new student brings with him a new set of problems, a new set of complications, and the potential of energetic aggression at every step. Even the most evolved masters are sometimes tested by the stupidity and unconsciousness of disciples. It is only their extraordinary compassion that prevents them from leaving this entire mess behind and vanishing into some jungle.

Being a master means being compassion itself, being patience itself.

How can a disciple avoid crucifying the master?
It is quite hard, almost impossible, especially if you are in close contact with your master. If he is dealing with you in a friendly, human way, your focus is bound to fall on his ‘human’ side.

Some people see the Awakened One as being divine, as being God, as being Consciousness itself. While this definition is accurate, it is still incomplete. The Awakened One is a being in whom the human and the divine co-exist in beautiful synchronicity and harmony. The ‘human side’, though minimised and often highly cleaned up, still exists.

It is this human side of the master which the disciple’s ego will seek to attack. It could be anything, like a master who loves to read spy novels or likes to watch television or dresses carelessly at times or argues with the milkman about the monthly bill! Just about any excuse will do, and the disciple’s mind will start its job—judging, condemning, crucifying.

It is a continuous challenge. It takes an extraordinary amount of intelligence and love to see the human side of the master and not pull him down to your level. But the ego has to pull the master down. That is the only way it can prevent further growth, and prevent its own inevitable dissolution.

The other issue involved here, probably more important than the first, is that the process of awakening in itself is a painful process. Osho said: “It is like peeling your skin off.” Kabir said that the guru is like a potter—he supports the pot from the inside with one hand and beats and moulds from the outside with the other hand. The disciple is like a lump of clay in the hands of the master—the beating and moulding are inescapable. These are the moments when the ego really resists, really trembles, because the ‘hit’ of the master is no ordinary hit. It invariably strikes bull’s eye, hitting you exactly where it hurts. If the disciple manages to walk through the fire, he will reach a new level and his heart will sing with gratitude. If not, he will simply escape.