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Just found aloneness, which led to me separate from my thoughts and feelings about others, which led to the amazing conclusion that I am enough.

Alone, unaided, there is really a being that is okay, that is good enough, that is even joyful, ecstatic.

I'm enough...I finally got to it, by myself.

chinu's picture


I am shocked,
After Reading This Blog,
Few Days Before I Have Send U The Message, That Time, U Was Too Apologise, That U Have Written Me In Ur Reply That Because of "YOUR TOO BUSY LIFE STYLE" U Was Not Be Able To Send Me The Reply.
What is This Now, U are Taking About,
"ENOUGH" "Just found aloneness"
I Think U need Impelement First.

chinu | Wed, 08/18/2010 - 08:26
Gilana's picture


My goodness!

Communicating is a pleasure, but cannot be demanded by you or anyone else. I asked you to excuse the fact that I was not responding as quickly as you wished and indeed if you look at the posts you will see they were made very late at night (my time.)

This site is spiritual expression for me. If something real comes up, I am not going to supplant it by anything else. I only post when something real is coming up in me. I can understand how it might not be holy or sacred to you, but it is to me and I ask you to honor that or stay away.

Talking about my mundane self or the small insights I have had are unimportant to me. They are already integrated into my understanding so it is sometimes enjoyable talking about them, but I have so much further to go until that can be my occupation that it isn't funny. I will do it out of love for you, but in God's time...not yours.

Gilana | Wed, 08/18/2010 - 16:13
chinu's picture

I think

I Think you diden't understood exactly what i want to say,
anyway its ok.

chinu | Thu, 08/19/2010 - 07:58
Gilana's picture

Try Again

I'd like to understand you.

Gilana | Thu, 08/19/2010 - 13:38
chinu's picture

i mean

i mean,
if u r having so busy life,
so how can u "found aloneness" "ENOUGH",
anyways honour u,

chinu | Fri, 08/20/2010 - 11:30
Gilana's picture

My Role

A busy life has nothing to do with me. It's just what my role in life does, what it has committed to do, what it is responsible for doing.

It's the character and activity that "I" watch happen during the day and night. The "I" is the one who has found more contentment and satisfaction...more rooting and substance.

it's like a tap-dancer -- his feet are moving but the rest of him is holding still, paying attention.

Gilana | Fri, 08/20/2010 - 17:19
chinu's picture


Now what do you say about your first reply,
Hurry! is't it,
Still more Q: arries (observeable Questions),
im not hv'ing words (fr the time)
i'l Q: sm other time,&
What abt "ENOUGH" u hv written,(be relax now)
waiting fr Reply,

chinu | Sat, 08/21/2010 - 10:01
Gilana's picture


Enough means: There is satisfaction, happiness, contentment with what is left after my own emotions and thoughts are seen through.

It is felt that the satisfaction, happiness and contentment belong to something other than "me." The are not generated by "how I feel about it" or "what I think." They are just there, living independently. I don't know what they are being caused by and I have no influence over them.

God just seems to be happy with me.

Gilana | Sat, 08/21/2010 - 16:11
chinu's picture

Satisfied Person,

Gilana can know ur views about Satisfied Person,
i mean what is the defination,
anyhow great spirituality something different than others noticed,

chinu | Sun, 08/22/2010 - 10:57
jasdir singh jaura's picture


"Chandni Chand se Hoti hai, Sitron se Nahin"
"Pyaar(Love) bhi Eak se Hota Hai Hazaron Se Nahin"

ENGLIGH: "Love" is only the thing for "One"
Not for Thousands.
"God" is "Love"
"Love" is "God"
"God" is "One"
"One" is "God".

jasdir singh jaura | Thu, 08/19/2010 - 13:43