Agony's Ecstasy

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realization is knowing full well
that there are no exceptions:
the mind always end up with
the exact opposite
of what it seeks.
-- -- --

dualities make certain
that the mind never gets
what it wants, and then some.

dualities go one step further:
dualities make certain
that the mind always gets
the opposite of what it was seeking.

that includes the so-called Bliss
alias Kundalini, Self,
that seekers connect with "realization"
when mostly it is just society's insanity -- exactly like the insanity drug-addicts need to be stoned.

the mind might keep seeking bliss, realization,
never realizing that its body
must always balance any (spiritual) ecstasy
with an equal dose of (body) agony --

the mind might keep seeking the dream of bliss, realization
never realizing that it MUST also spell its worst nightmare.

just like drugs
-- some get addicted to being stoned on drugs.
BUT to most this "being-stoned on drugs" is a nightmare of not-living, of avoiding life, avoiding all the dualities, like pain and pleasure, that must keep chasing each other to feel alive in the body, for reality to appear real.

So too with the so-called "god-intoxication" Self, Kundalini -- exactly like drugs
to most attached to their body , who need dualities to feel real inside their bodies: Self, Kundalini (the alias "god-intoxication") is a nightmare of not-living, avoiding all the dualities --- like pain and pleasure, truth and lies, good and evil --- that must keep chasing each other to create all the exciting karma/alias-evil that makes reality appear real... feeling alive in the body.

-- O'no