i feel compelled to suddenly make offerings of flowers, incense, candles & water to her. i wish she were still in her body so i could throw myself at her feet.
I have now come to a stage of realization in which I see that God is walking in every human form and manifesting Himself alike through the sage and the sinner, the virtuous and the vicious. Therefore when I meet different people I say to myself, "God in the form of the saint, God in the form of the sinner, God in the form of the righteous, God in the form of the unrighteous."
Thats Her !!
I know & understand that urge. I live like that, day in & day out. Thankfully I have found the solace in my Guru.