Gangaji is an American spiritual author, speaker, sometimes considered a lay or spiritual counselor, teacher or "guru". Since 1990, she has met with people in the U.S., Europe, and Australia, sometimes appearing with her husband Eli Jaxon-Bear, in what she calls an invitation to "discover the possibility of living your life in the freedom and joy of simply being." She and her husband live in Ashland, Oregon.
Gangaji was born in 1942 in Texas (USA) as Merle Antoinette ("Toni") Roberson and lived in the state of Mississippi until 1972, when she moved to San Francisco and started exploring her true being.
She did a stint of personal development training with a group called Arica which included "mantras, physical exercises, group processing of emotions" as well as dancing naked in an old mansion on a hill, took Bodhisattva vows and a Tibetan name of "White Tara, the female embodiment of wisdom and compassion", switched to Zen, practiced peer counseling, took Erhard Seminars Training, studied Chinese herbal medicine, took T'ai Chi lessons, leaned toward a Taoist understanding, took lessons in Chinese, taught dance, became disenchanted with Zen and everything Japanese, became interested in Vipassana and practiced sitting still but felt a dissatisfaction with one of her teachers, and came to peace with her mother as she was dying.
She marched for civil rights, protested the Vietnam war, met her current husband in Berkeley, tended chickens and a goat, got arrested for protesting at a nuclear power plant, spent ten days in jail, lived off the sales of marijuana crops, married her current husband in Hawaii twice - once in a church and again in a cave.
And after all that, she still identified herself as a sufferer and had a sense of something unresolved, something longed for.
Then in 1990, while her second and current husband, Eli Jaxon-Bear, was traveling in India, she gave him the name Sri H.W.L. Poonja (Papaji) which she had found in a book. Upon finding and meeting with this man, her husband wrote to her from India with information about him. A month later, her husband returned to the U.S. with his accounts about Poonja. In April 1990, Gangaji and Eli traveled together to India to meet with Poonja. Gangaji states that Poonja gave her the name "Gangaji" after the river Ganga (Ganges), and that he asked her to go back to the West and share his message.
Today Gangaji is well known in several continents conducting Satsangs and retreats.