These Dancing Flames...

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Oh....dreams and desires still arise....

These dreams ...these desires....

Are me....

The dancing of flames...

Like a wave riding itself....

The river itself...undulating...

The push pull has left....
Of getting some place...
Or going somewhere...

Of a someone going....

And there's no sense of urgency...

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I'd never heard my own heart song come back to me before....
Now every voice...every breath...every wall...every tree every bird....

Oh my....
How it sings....

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Yes....it was utterly devastating...

Yet there was nothing I could do from being ripped apart....

And didn't want to either....

There was a realization, though....

That there was no one left to do or not do anything...

It was all happening so spontaneously...

Life doing itself beautifully...

There was a strange sort of sublime bliss in coming undone...

That which never was to begin with....

A huge relief followed....

But while it was going on...it wasn't pretty...

It was utterly painful and agonising...

Yet felt just right...somehow...

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I wondered how no one spoke of it....

This evisceration....this being ripped apart...

Very soon I saw in the few non dual forums that I was part of...

That most were spouting clever punditry...

Lofty word...

Re-cycled lofty ideas....

Mouthing calcified words from tomes of dusty old texts...

And parroting "the enlightened ones"....

As if it was a badge of having "arrived"...
Whatever the heck that means...

It left me cold...
And I realised that it was a far cry from the ripping and shredding of the one experiencing the experience...

It was mostly a darn pissing contest going on...
About who could outsmart and out talk the other in clever arguments...

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Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh......

How these songs have sung me.....

Just as they sing everyone else.....

A medley of this and that....
Not a note out of place....

This birdsong....
This mellifluous symphony.....