Half A Life....

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Unable to see the beauty and wonder of it all.....

Did I ever want, only half a life......

It's all perfect......

It was, always, so.......

Aaaahhhhh.......the futile attempt, the struggle.......to escape half of life......

The lines blur at the edgeless edge......

Tears of jorrow......when joy and sorrow, merge.....
And in the finding......lose yourself......

Unfigure-out-able, unfathomable.....sheer delight !

An empty package all tied up with pretty bows.....

Never knew I'd love it so.....

Even as love fell through....

Ah.....it's bitter sweet.....this....this.....this.....

And all is included .......

Not so long ago......they were , me.......tears......

They are me.......tears......

And who can choose to be this or that.....

Seen through....

All labelling, gone

All judgement dropped.....

In this seamless edgelessness......

Like drawing lines in the sky.....

Separating, the unified flow......

In our minds.......

With crayons......

Rainbow hued, up on high......

It all goes.....

The this and that......

And find fingers, curling around themselves........

It's all perfect.....just so......

Aaaaahhhhhh...............

An empty prize, for no one......

Yet, this is the only place, we live and dance, and laugh and cry and love.....

And label and judge and describe....

Without which....we are not....

Our own beauty, if we could see......in a sunrise, in a rose, in the porridge on the floor, even in a runny nose......in exuberant laughter, in the tears we weep.......

Did I ever want, only half a life......

When I had all of these.......